經過一輪的神經衰弱及自嘲自閉自討沒趣, 又輾轉找回 spiritualized 的 let it come down. 如果上一張專輯是軟性"drug", 把不開心屈進心裡邊, 呢張就是福音戒毒, 鼓勵妳審視自己的現況, 積極的繼續生活下去. 還是那種身處太空的感覺. 一個人在家中, 我又燃起純萬事發, 重覆地播放 03 Don't Just Do Something. 彷彿每句都是那樣 touching, 我是 confusing, 不願 compromise, 但生活又不是那麼糟, 只有無奈無方向無目的 contemplating. 坐著坐著沒什麼不好, 她不理會我, 我就是等吧, Opportunity passes right by me didn't even slow, / I can't breathe and think and I need a drink, / All this common sense made a fool of me.還可以幻想一下將什麼好事, 什麼壞事傷心事尷尬事會發生. 如果真的沒什麼會發生, 繼續著靚衫, 睇書, 聽歌, 睇戲, 等出糧, 等放假, 等加人工都唔錯. thanks to cigarettes. i am fine.
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